Hey, everyone! For those of you who are up to date with my teen romance yaoi novel, I wanted to say bless your hearts because it does me great joy to recieve amazing compliments from people like you, so again, may Aurora bless you!

(Aurora is my Atheist god. I know it's somewhat hypocritical, but not having a god, to me, means that there's no Heaven to look forward to. So I'm going to believe in the god that exists (whoever they may be) but give them the name Aurora. It's like a nickname. This is me believing in the Higher Power that may or may not exist but shape her to my liking (yes, she's a girl))

So this journal entry is about my inspiration and motivation for Midnight Rainbow. The title 'Suck' is before the book title because if I end up finishing Midnight Rainbow, I may want to create another book in the Suck Series.

I try to use my life events and turn it into fiction. I am currently working on chapter 4, where Kayden goes to the party, so first I must GO to the party. Georgina's party is tonight, who is Georgia in the story. I will go to the party tonight and have a blast and turn it into my chapter 4.

Kayden - He is another version of myself, but don't look at my pictures and think he looks like me because he looks a bit different. He has dyed orange hair and is thin.

Jillene - Inspired by my friend Jill who acts in every way like Jillene.

Brian - Inspired by my ex-boyfriend Ryan, but Brian's emotions and reactions and actions in the story are magnified by 10 compared to how Ryan really is. Ryan is a great guy, but a story isn't a story without an asshole ex, right? <33

Brad - Inspired by my friend Chad. He is on the swimteam and although hasn't been seen in the story quite yet, keep in mind they're exactly alike.

Stranger - I know what you're thinking and NO I did not get raped! Ha ha. However, I DID have a dream about this guy, only I didn't refuse to blow him HAHAHA!

Angelina Gee - I asked my sister Gillian (nicknamed 'G' what name she would want to have if it wasn't Gillian and she said 'Angelina.' Thus, Angelina Gee was born. She comes in later in the story. Her introduction in chapter 3 was more of a foreshadowing. Note how Kayden tends to relate to EVERY ONE of Angelina's songs. You'll see why in the future

Devin - The boy is inspired by Kevin. Yes, Kevin MAY come to this party tonight. I'm hoping he will . He was introduced to me by my friend Natalia (known to you as Amalia).

I told you as much as I could without revealing anything in the future because, to tell you the truth, I don't know how the story is gonna change next - I just have to live my life, and in doing so, I will live Kayden's as well.

Stay posted. If you don't know about my story, go to the prologue! Look in my gallery